SOULFUL TRAIN

Being able to write from the heart, and never being afraid to express an emotion that you truly feel, is utterly vulnerable.



It’s as it goes man! A song triggered the events of the past & as it played I found myself in a soulful train back to where we is originated. And at this point I realized what we had is like a broken mirror its better to leave it than wound yourself trying to pick up the pieces and Most of the time we concentration on the negativity side of the story that had us awful and over look the greatness that is so dominant to defeat the dissatisfactions from the other party.



Never in my life have I had that ex whom I could think of and be so appreciative and grateful for all the experiences and the drama there ever was with, and I’m sure by now you have realized 80% of my post are about this one asshole sweet guy who played an enormous hero in my life and yeah we weren’t great and we weren’t awful either. We was tight, or so id like to believe.
If I was a singer, my album would be along the lines of Adele and Sam Smith, about this one guy who happen to give them something to write about and act like the sweet innocent prey in the album but deep down I’d be like ‘ arg shame, poor boy’. It’s quite corny isn’t it? but hey… we are not skillful in that production.  And I would write another parts of us but its adequate, he much of a celebrity already in this blog, he sure proud.



Resentment is an outcome of clinging to undesirable experiences; it obliges you no good and closes the door to your future. So, why be bitter?  It benefits nobody. There are so many things to be grateful about for gratitude is the powerful process for shifting your energy and bring more of what you want into your life. So, I shall be grateful for all I have and by doing that I will attract good things.



So to you dear ex…



Thank you for unconsciously teaching me to give, love and shine the light with all I have to make people around me joyful. I am thankful for teaching me to not over look the power ‘now’ for it is essential to never wait for later and grind then because most of the times we miss that opportunities while we on the wait for later.
 I am thankful for showing me that I should frame myself with people that will make you shit your pants when they visiting your home, that will make you rush to go buy wine glasses and roll the red rug for them and check if everything around the house is well and mostly yourself because those are the people whom in a way will inspire you to do better with yourself not those one that when they come; you don’t bother changing your nightwear and give less a care if they drink wine in a juice glass. Thank you for teaching me to never give equally as given and to not count your giving and expect some, just give to give out of love and give some more and more if you have/ can.
The best face paint is your smile. There is no beauty like the one this comes from inside of you. In case you might decide to stalk me and visit my blog to check if you still much of a celeb like you left, do me a favor, play that Tyga ft Young Thug song “hookah” OUR SONG and keep smiling. 😊