BEST WEEKEND

#LatePost


After a very bitter departure from the two people that had so much to talk about overlooking my presence. Their topic was so profound that I even tried to familiarize myself with but it didn’t help, in fact that made me look invisible to them. I felt like a misfit always on the fringes looking in but I left right away + I have a better soul that would appreciate ma existence but then again that’s a story for another day.

My Mind yelled Nathi! Nathi! Nathi!!!!!!!! He the only duke that can turn my-so-ugly-day around and make that incident feel like it was something that occurred long time ago and make it feels like they’re just a small tiny ants that needs to be swept away even though… Our relationship brings about many rich gifts that nourish my soul. In short, Bliss is one of them. He the guy to see knowing there’s never a dull moments when with. He makes my day worth it.

I sailed right away to him and Aaaah….. That’s when I got to finally meet o’Tebogo. I don’t know where to begin with this one; I fell in love with Tee instantly when I positioned my eyes on him. I took a flight of stairs & I thought “oh God! Finally Nathi once made it right, pity he screwed it up”. It is said you don’t know what you have until it is gone. He’s Shrewd, Sharp-witted, nonchalant, Ball of fun and here are two words that I picked out of him, He’s honest and a realist. I don’t know if I’m jinxing those two words. He spoke out of entity “real existence” and didn’t beat around the bush. In that, what he said or that is said by him is authentic, is genuine/ honesty too so in a way he takes the crown with both words. “You’re Majesty” as I bow….

I was blessed to celebrate Tee’s 21st birthday with but definitely it’s the other way around, he was blessed to celebrate it with me. Yeah No Q’s asked! Don’t dial that number, so we ran to the nearest liquor store and came back home. Drinking home with no music sucks so a very ghetto shabbean was suggested and we got there. To my amazement there were hotties in my surroundings everywhere I looked but that didn’t fascinate me that much until there was this one individual bundle Tee whispered to my ear to check him out. Hmm….. Perfection on another level, he was wearing a grey/black hoody written “Get paid” right on his chest. His flawlessness circled like bees in my mind pollinating my heart with ecstasy… at least I had something to look at now and then for a night. Trust me there’s nun fun than glancing at a very attractive/fine-looking folks and having fun at the same time.

The subzero of winter swept Nathi straight home “mara ke ngwana wa-June... Weird!” and with me & Tee the party was still on. The Dj was on it winding my emotions around the strings of deep house and commercial house melodies, for that moment I realized how much I missed going out and the people that makes the night more gratifying and thrilling as those tunes took me back then. I was in my moments reflecting back and flash backs making me to have a gigantic smile that when the lions sees it they would look for the an exist of the tunnel they got in with right away.
While in my moments Tee on the other hand has Bull’s eyes in noticing that ‘em niqqas were checking out on me, “get paid” as well. When I noticed that too I went bananas… knowing that “get paid” is busy having stolen gazes and when I look at him his eyes runs away! Mann it felt good. Well luckily Tee scooped Terra “one of ‘em dudes” through this eye to eye shebang. Ka-ching it was when he got his tenz but I think it wasn’t much of a bigger deal to him.

“get paid” on the other hand was on it nje ogling and the connection was so solid  but neither did one of us had the balls to approach each other or was it because he was with his friends so he couldn’t have made such approach whilst he’s with them Or where is it leaking?. “sigh” no one is there to fill in this blanket spaces that needs responses about such dude but himself.

The night didn’t get any younger so it was time for us to hit the highway. Funny he passed right next to me, I guess that was him saying “hey I’m leaving, goodbye” but it was sad to watch him leave. Slept over it and before noon he was just” o’Get paid” nje the obsession was gone. As all would do, we had a session of what happened last night through out that Sunday until it was time to hit the motorway back to where we live.

Tee took off in the Nightfall and it was my queue to leave too. Whilst in the cab, not so distant away from where I left Nathi he phoned me and told me I had his keys. Got off and strolled passed the bridge and as I was approaching the flats where “get paid” lived I was thinking about him and as I was, he showed up from the bushes unpredictably.  Right at the moment my heart skipped a beat, My stomach did the butterfly disco when I saw him and I clenched my teeth with that serious expression that screamed ghetto with a nonexistence of interest but psychologically, my mind and my heart and my feelings were drowning deep in tears of interest for that guy whilst the eyes never let go of each other. We ogled boldly at each other wishing I knew what was happening in his mind. It was like watching a movie playing in front of you but without audio to go with it.
As I watched him walk away I was going crazy like a little teenager who just saw his superstar crush and couldn’t stop going all wild about what happened few minutes ago. I Guess I bored Nathi to the core cause it was all about him, him, him… through out.

There will be next time and I’m trusting to have the nerve to just reach out to him and ask  him his name and get rid of this “get paid” tittle we gave him.


Hope we shall do it again sometime….. 