LET'S SERVICE... LET'S GET CLEAN

Raise your words, not your voice. It is rain that grows flowers, not thunder. In short, let me spring clean the truth.
Spaghetti was straight until you boiled it right?!hmm…

I’ve never told anybody about my sexuality not even my mom apart from for my gigis’ although she’s questioning but hey... not that I am an iron closet. I am undoubtedly sidestepping the term “gay”, coz its commonly used and they make it sound so nasty, like a sin, like its all wrong, like “ooh gosh he gaaaay, what a waste!” but that’s so gay. Is it wrong? Couldn’t there be a better way to say it or call me? Not faggot or gay or sissy boy or ausi mosadi or the nastiest you can think of?, Just something to make me feel acknowledged and calm being called and its no wrong to the society or better cooler, just no flamboyant… not that I do get called that or people can spot that I am but could there actually be away? Coz I feel guilt-ridden, the second I start thinking about them and their sentiments, not me... but on second thoughts, I actually hate labels.



But you know what, that was then and I looked at the larger print and the lion in me roared “fuck a society”. I don’t need anyone’s endorsement as to what makes a person a man or lesser of it. It’s all codes, commandments, rules & laws created by men. See, I just live my life and I don’t need to come out to the world that I am a boy that likes girls but loves boys and I don’t get a person that has to come out to everyone. Well reality is, you don’t have to! Be me, just don’t. I just do me and if there’s person sniffing around and picks something up then that person need to be applauded… so what, what’s in it for that person? If that person gets to ask me if I am, I would proudly say it and probably go, “so, do you wanna kiss me now? Coz Mr, this is the part where you terminate your little silly investigation with a kiss….. ON MY ASS!”.



I guess my point is… I would never tell anyone they have to come out. They have to do what’s right for them!. Just make sure whatever choices they make, are lean in the foundation for the world they ultimately want to live in.

This woman once said, “ Leviticus, man kind shall not lie with a man as with a woman”. I instantaneously had a mouthgasm up on this woman….And there I was thinking, it is seems when that Jesus made a covenant he said the old rules are revenge-able and roughed for God aside, he himself did not speak of homosexuality but he did preach love and mercy, and edged us NOT to judge our fellow men but embrace ‘em . So less, let go of hate-fo and outdated philosophies and keep the true word/message of Jesus. Love they neighbor as thyself and love God.


People will always quote from the Bible just to support or justify their answers.

“I’d say live the life you wanna live long as its right & feels right. Fear God, thank him and worship him and know God is love and where there is love there’s God. That’s all it is….” – Thabang V “Luther” Mothobi